Broken Rules Apply.

Thursday, November 05, 2009

Starting anew.. Tough.

I'm bored. Tommorow's Biology & Literature papers... & I'd be as relaxed as though examinations were non-existent.

I'd start anew as I wanted to try something different.

I WON'T leave this alone though. I still love this as it contains the coolest memories ever :)

November:
Happy Birthday to: NIKI,JOVIN,DANIEL,CHIEWPING,SHAWN,ZHIYUAN.
Lotsa love from ME, & I wish y'all well :) Thanks for being a part of my life, even the littlest. Hahahaha.

I'M OFFICIALLY BROKE.

Au Revoir.

Wednesday, November 04, 2009

Who wants not to do anything they want.

MAJOR EXAMINATION COMING TO AN END :)
I can't wait for the results so that I can enter a new school.

HA! Would be having a major catch up on shows that I've sacrificed in order to study-udy-udy.
My dad told me he doesn't want me to work as he said I need to relax? Whoa,that's like so.. ?
I feel like working though. Cha-chings don't come easy.

I'm left with Biology, Literature, Chinese(a re-take) & Science multiple choice.
Speaking of Chinese, Zs said Fil can speak Mandarin a lot fluent than I do. HAHAHA!
It's hilarious, I tell ya.

I really miss dancing, a lot.

Au Revoir.

Friday, October 30, 2009

Time Flies.

OMG WHAT AM I DOING USING THE PC!!!!!

all i know is that i've been stuffing my face with junk food! unhealthy! :(

I VOWED TO REVISE SOCIAL STUDIES, HISTORY & BIOLOGY LATER!!!!

How depressing.
I'm watching VD episode 7 (I'VE WAITED FOR IT FOR QUITE SOME TIME TO BE FRICKIN' UPLOADED)..
When my major exams are only done halfway through.

TELL ME, AREN'T I JUST DEE MOST INDOLENT GIRL ON EARTH?!
I spent time texting, not studying, eating, not studying, reading, not studying, watching MTV, not studying, cooking, not studying... YESTERDAY :(
Okay,I did a teensy bit of revision on Biology.. Finishing up Nutrition in Humans & starting on Transport in Humans.

STEEEEEEEEEEEL. Guilty for not cramming hard enough.
God, slap Me.

Au Revoir.

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Stefan & Damon Salvatore; Hot.

I'm really, really incredible.
Major examinations coming up & I'm here chillin'.

Can't help it. Addicted to The Vampire Diaries series. WATCH IT.
& I'm only halfway through with my memorising of Humanities. THERE'S A F'ING LOAD OF STUFF TO REMEMBER.
Especially on Venice. What has it gotta do with Social Studies,anyway? It's more for History, I think.

Yesterday was up 'til about 1 plus chatting with Zy. That poor boy. I swear,I've never met any guy that's so sweet, so faithful. I was like a therapist to him or something. He's amazing.
He may not be the type of guy that I'd ever like,but I'm still a girl,& I know any girl that would end up with him would be the luckiest female on the planet.

There aren't many guys who are like him.
A guy that when he's with you,he trusts eternity.
It all seems to happen only in movies.
Thing is, reality check, many guys are caught up with infatuations.Screw them,yeh.

Anyhoo,I lost it yesterday. I was so infuriated with myself. Damn.
I need a new environment, fast.

Au Revoir.

Monday, October 19, 2009

I wanna love you, but I'm stopping myself to.

I'm so so so so addicted to The Vampire Diaries.
Wrong timing, man. Now's like SO close to my exams & I'm watching all these! OMG.
I'm so hopeless.

Sigh.I gotta focus focus focus.

I wanna fly to CA :(
I'm not happy here :(
I wanna go to a place where my obstacles can be tackled with a clear & peaceful mind :(
Instead of being tackled when I feel petulant :(
I wanna start anew, somewhere else :(
It's not that I don't have good friends,I do & I love them v. much. However,times change,people come & go.Everyone would be able to find more awesome friends.That's something a lot of people need to grasp.Including me :(
I'm always looking so happy,but deep down,I don't feel the same level of happiness that I'm portraying :(
Yes,at that moment,I'm truly happy,but somewhere,somehow,something's holding on to me & I desperately wanna say "Fuck off" but it can't hear me :(
Everytime I'm happy,I don't feel any upsettings.'Cos I know how to fully divert myself.Yet,I know that I'm not in my best mood :(
The times I laugh would always remain in my heart,'cos those were the times that brought me so damn far away from any downcasted feelings.

Life's f'ing unfair.Like who haven't heard that before.Okay,well,maybe without the "f'ing".

YOU,You aren't for me,now go away! GO AWAY.
It's difficult,I know.

Au Revoir.


Yours Truly, They call me Vanessa. They think I'm outgoing. Deal with it. gawked. Theirs Truly, Dopeys: Ours Truly,	Follow me Thursday, November 05, 2009 Starting anew.. Tough. I'm bored. Tommorow's Biology & Literature papers... & I'd be as relaxed as though examinations were non-existent. I'd start anew as I wanted to try something different. I WON'T leave this alone though. I still love this as it contains the coolest memories ever :) November: Happy Birthday to: NIKI,JOVIN,DANIEL,CHIEWPING,SHAWN,ZHIYUAN. Lotsa love from ME, & I wish y'all well :) Thanks for being a part of my life, even the littlest. Hahahaha. I'M OFFICIALLY BROKE. Au Revoir. Wednesday, November 04, 2009 Who wants not to do anything they want. MAJOR EXAMINATION COMING TO AN END :) I can't wait for the results so that I can enter a new school. HA! Would be having a major catch up on shows that I've sacrificed in order to study-udy-udy. My dad told me he doesn't want me to work as he said I need to relax? Whoa,that's like so.. ? I feel like working though. Cha-chings don't come easy. I'm left with Biology, Literature, Chinese(a re-take) & Science multiple choice. Speaking of Chinese, Zs said Fil can speak Mandarin a lot fluent than I do. HAHAHA! It's hilarious, I tell ya. I really miss dancing, a lot. Au Revoir. Friday, October 30, 2009 Time Flies. OMG WHAT AM I DOING USING THE PC!!!!! all i know is that i've been stuffing my face with junk food! unhealthy! :( I VOWED TO REVISE SOCIAL STUDIES, HISTORY & BIOLOGY LATER!!!! How depressing. I'm watching VD episode 7 (I'VE WAITED FOR IT FOR QUITE SOME TIME TO BE FRICKIN' UPLOADED).. When my major exams are only done halfway through. TELL ME, AREN'T I JUST DEE MOST INDOLENT GIRL ON EARTH?! I spent time texting, not studying, eating, not studying, reading, not studying, watching MTV, not studying, cooking, not studying... YESTERDAY :( Okay,I did a teensy bit of revision on Biology.. Finishing up Nutrition in Humans & starting on Transport in Humans. STEEEEEEEEEEEL. Guilty for not cramming hard enough. God, slap Me. Au Revoir. Wednesday, October 21, 2009 Stefan & Damon Salvatore; Hot. I'm really, really incredible. Major examinations coming up & I'm here chillin'. Can't help it. Addicted to The Vampire Diaries series. WATCH IT. & I'm only halfway through with my memorising of Humanities. THERE'S A F'ING LOAD OF STUFF TO REMEMBER. Especially on Venice. What has it gotta do with Social Studies,anyway? It's more for History, I think. Yesterday was up 'til about 1 plus chatting with Zy. That poor boy. I swear,I've never met any guy that's so sweet, so faithful. I was like a therapist to him or something. He's amazing. He may not be the type of guy that I'd ever like,but I'm still a girl,& I know any girl that would end up with him would be the luckiest female on the planet. There aren't many guys who are like him. A guy that when he's with you,he trusts eternity. It all seems to happen only in movies. Thing is, reality check, many guys are caught up with infatuations.Screw them,yeh. Anyhoo,I lost it yesterday. I was so infuriated with myself. Damn. I need a new environment, fast. Au Revoir. Monday, October 19, 2009 I wanna love you, but I'm stopping myself to. I'm so so so so addicted to The Vampire Diaries. Wrong timing, man. Now's like SO close to my exams & I'm watching all these! OMG. I'm so hopeless. Sigh.I gotta focus focus focus. I wanna fly to CA :( I'm not happy here :( I wanna go to a place where my obstacles can be tackled with a clear & peaceful mind :( Instead of being tackled when I feel petulant :( I wanna start anew, somewhere else :( It's not that I don't have good friends,I do & I love them v. much. However,times change,people come & go.Everyone would be able to find more awesome friends.That's something a lot of people need to grasp.Including me :( I'm always looking so happy,but deep down,I don't feel the same level of happiness that I'm portraying :( Yes,at that moment,I'm truly happy,but somewhere,somehow,something's holding on to me & I desperately wanna say "Fuck off" but it can't hear me :( Everytime I'm happy,I don't feel any upsettings.'Cos I know how to fully divert myself.Yet,I know that I'm not in my best mood :( The times I laugh would always remain in my heart,'cos those were the times that brought me so damn far away from any downcasted feelings. Life's f'ing unfair.Like who haven't heard that before.Okay,well,maybe without the "f'ing". YOU,You aren't for me,now go away! GO AWAY. It's difficult,I know. Au Revoir.